"...hmm... if you know what is good for you, you will just keep quiet!!.... you think someone will listen to you? Keep quiet over there!..."
Those were the strong words coming from him...
I was so bitter but far from anger...
I felt so dirty and unkempt...
I was sobbing, not because of what he did, but because of what he said and kept on saying afterwards...
"It's true, no one will listen to me, they will call me a liar, a home wrecker...
Oh my God, what I'm I going to do...."
I could feel the blood on my thighs,cos he forced me to do something against my will...
I was trembling...
My thighs were shaking...
I couldn't even find my voice..
I wanted to shout out loud and call him a rapist...
I wanted to tell him I will tell his wife about his evil act... but the next thing he said surprised me...
"You want to tell my wife eh? She knows her husband, she knows she's too old for me and I need a young person, I told her I was targeting you, and she told me to go ahead..."
What?? What did he just say??
My auntie, my blood auntie? My father's sister told him to do this to me?
I'm finished, who else can I confide in... I may as well just commit suicide...
The whole world started spinning around me... I don't know what happened next....
....... *********
You shouldn't keep quiet about any abuse, if you are abused speak up... there are people around to help you, silence isn't an option... suicide isn't an option as well....